I badly need to blurt this one out cause I don't want be grumpy and bitchy tomorrow!
Yes, i will be there cause I have a commitment to myself and I choose to honor that!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...............I HATE THEIR STUPID RULES!
Don't they know the word consideration?
Can't they for once be lenient to people who's always around to support the group?
I've been doing my best not only for my own cause but to be able to help meet our goal.
Can't they see that, can't they even consider that?
Would they rather they that I lie to them?
For the past months even if i am already feeling sick, i was there for the team.
Yes i do have my share of trivial rewards for being such a hero but that's not enough.
I need to feel that they also care.
THE PEOPLE NEED TO FEEL THAT THEY ALSO FUCKING CARE FOR OUR WELFARE!
I actually have a choice!
I can't just go on with my plans tomorrow!
But i will not, because as much as i hate rules i will follow them.
If not only for my personal project, they will not see me tomorrow.
And when I'm there they will not feel my anger...............................