Friday, July 6, 2012

Proud Moment Of A Once Irate Customer Service Associate



This may not be the most rhetorical and eloquent commendation in the history of customer service but I am truly proud of this.

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It’s not every day that a client gets out of his way to write of his appreciation of the good service rendered him.

I was so delighted I thought of framing this letter if only to remind myself of my realization that I actually love what I am doing.

And to immortalize the joy this letter has given me and the gratitude of Mr Antonio Uy I thought of writing a blog entry out of it.

No, I won’t narrate a blow by blow account of how I assisted this client but rather share a short story of how miserable I was doing something I thought I would never ever learn to like.

In the call center where I work I came to be known as the “irate customer service associate”, a label I myself coined as an admission of guilt.

I used to loosely joke about it around the office back when I thought I was invincible because of this reputation.

I was too caught up with the thought that I needed to protect myself from the agents who seizes every opportunity to terrify you, take advantage of you and belittle you in an environment where most of them believe they are greater than us.

Somewhere along the way this idea was planted in my head and a couple of more encounters with these superior beings cemented my belief that they are my enemies and I was doomed from then on.

I have created a hostile and unsympathetic facade towards them to shield myself. I took it by heart to the point where the facade was no longer just a facade it eventually became who I am, in their eyes.

The fear that I have unknowingly instilled to a number of agents and their secretaries backfired when it developed to hatred and I just woke up one day and realized that this group of people who hated me have grown exponentially.

My reputation as the arrogant CSA has spread like an incurable disease that even the innocent and the kinder ones were not spared.

I was not happy being a customer service associate and every day at work became a fight for survival for me but, sadly, I can’t afford to lose the job.

I was spiralling downwards as I amassed complaints after complaints from the agents and the clients alike and this didn’t go unnoticed.

Soon I was in and out of the “aquarium” where my supervisor/ manager would patiently talk to me about duties, responsibilities, commitments, chances and the freedom to choose every time I will receive a complaint.

I needed to shape up and though I know exactly what I should do I have too much pride I refused to do it.

God must have heard the pleas of the people who sincerely care for me He finally woke me up from the nightmare of my own doing.

He sent me the wakeup call I was sure would come, not once but twice and the rest is history.

The damaged relationship I have with some of the agents and their secretaries may never be fixed and the negative label attached to my name may take time for me to clear but as long as I have people who sincerely believe that there is still good in me and hope for me, I will continue trudging that road to recovery.

This commendation coupled with the heartfelt encouragements of real friends and the incessant guidance of my immediate managers will aid me as I try to make a more positive label for myself and as I take a shot to improve myself to becoming an effective customer service provider.


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A couple of other commendation from apprceative clients.......



Friday, June 22, 2012

Opportunity!


While paying for our movie tickets this afternoon at G4, this flyer caught my attention.

I would really love to give this a try and I have until July 5 to muster enough courage to send an entry.

I just pray that my fear won't get the better of me and waste an opportunity which i believe is a blessing from up above.

Sunday, June 17, 2012

my song for the one person i wish to be with.....

There are times when I do look forward to going to sleep at night not because i badly needed a rest but because I just want to dream about you......be with you.......

If i can't have you in the real world atleast in my mind, in my dream you are mine and as the title of another Jason Mraz's famous song goes - I Am Yours........





Saturday, June 2, 2012

useless sentiments

I badly need to blurt this one out cause I don't want be grumpy and bitchy tomorrow!
Yes, i will be there cause I have a commitment to myself and I choose to honor that!


GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...............I HATE THEIR STUPID RULES!

Don't they know the word consideration?
Can't they for once be lenient to people who's always around to support the group?
I've been doing my best not only for my own cause but to be able to help meet our goal.
Can't they see that, can't they even consider that?

Would they rather they that I lie to them?

For the past months  even if i am already feeling sick, i was there for the team.
Yes i do have my share of trivial rewards for being such a hero but that's not enough.
I need to feel that they also care.

THE PEOPLE NEED TO FEEL  THAT THEY ALSO FUCKING CARE FOR OUR WELFARE!

I actually have a choice!
I can't just go on with my plans tomorrow!
But i will not, because as much as i hate rules i will follow them.

If not only for my personal project, they will not see me tomorrow.
And when I'm there they will not feel my anger...............................




Wednesday, May 30, 2012

SCAR

Scar \skar\ n : a mark left after injured tissue has healed.

This is how Webster defined a scar while the Free Online Dictionary defined it as a lingering sign of damage or injury.

For me, a scar is what defined me. 

Atleast one particular scar defined who I am to myself, my family and the people close to me.

While others branded me a bitch this scar christened me as an angel in my Papa's eyes. 

And that alone matters.

Whenever i would hear people say bad things about me I try to find peace as my fingers traces this 8-inch scar below my right rib cage and then I am reminded that there is more to me than what these people see.

They are simply not worthy enough to see, feel and experience the good in me.

When someone i love, care for and close to me hurt me I find comfort as I feel my scar and tell myself that no matter how much pain this person may have caused me I know that there will come a time when i will do whatever I can for the love of that person and then my pain starts to heal.

My scar has thought me valuable lessons I would never have learned in any other way.
    
I came to know my worth because of this episode in my family's life that has in a way blessed me with this scar.
   
I began to really fathom that special bond a daughter shares with her father.


Most of all I had a better understanding of what a family truly is.
    
I may no longer be considered whole in terms of  body parts but in terms of the joy it brought me I have never felt this complete.
    
While the operation that resulted to this scar did not fully served it's purpose it has presented me and my family with new ones -  to unite and renew our faith in God, in each other and in ourselves.
   
A scar may be considered a damage by others, I on the other hand consider it as a catalyst to myself restoration. A reminder who I AM.
  
So when people make me question myself and my worth I have this treasure to hold on to and nobody can take that away from me.


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June 13, 2012 marks the 6th year anniversary of my father's
kidney transplant which failed 12 days after 
due to the blood clot in one of the veins where
the right kidney I donated was appended.

Despite that and because of our faith  in God 
we still have our dear Papa in our life 
providing us with whatever he can 
in his own fatherly way.


Wednesday, May 23, 2012

cRaZY 4 yOU

 the current apple of my eyes.............

                an addition to  my collection of lil' devils..........
(the future temple run master)

           the reason that makes me go home every weekends......
(with the doting LOLO)

 the alarm clock that wakes me up Sunday mornings........   





       









  
                                                                                 my joy, my stress reliever, my angel........                 

meet my pamangkin, Jenzhel Raine,  the seventh in my growing number of pamangkins, one of Tita Nene's HAPPYNESS!





Thursday, May 10, 2012

stretching, breathing, farting.....


I've always wanted to give Yoga a try but because of my "farting" incident in an aerobic session at the office, many years ago, where we did a couple of floor exercises which entailed a lot of stretching - I have since then put this plan aside.

Though devoid of the toxic odor, the disturbing sound that echoed inside that room puts me in the spotlight and there was no way I can deny that it was me who farted.

Oh, I can still remember how hard the girl beside me tried not to laugh  or tried to laugh without a sound but sadly the uncontrollable shaking of her shoulders gave her a way.

And so, for fear of adding another embarrassing experience to my growing list I have never again attempted to join a class which will require a great deal of lying down, stretching and breathing.

Well not until the Ps. 100.00 per session right at the convenience of our own building offer came along.

Ignoring that fear, I registered and attended my 1st yoga class last April 23 and my 2nd class last May 8 without any accidents.


We'll I still have 2 remaining sessions left, I'll find out soon if I have already outgrown my old way of detoxifying........